Today I received news concerning family members that is sad but not unexpected. The news brought with it stress and bad feelings and a general icky-ness that I couldn’t quite shake.
I found myself unable (or unwilling) to ignore the fridge. I cleaned my son’s plate at dinner, I had the remainder of a bottle of hard cider that I had successfully ignored for weeks, and later in the evening I found ice cream in the freezer that I didn’t know was there.
Why is it that I eat practically perfectly for weeks, and then when something stressful happens, I find myself without a shred of willpower?
I don’t eat when I’m bored, I don’t eat mindlessly. But boy, do I eat when I am stressed.
Luckily, I realized pretty quickly what I was doing and why. I didn’t do too much damage and I feel that now that I’m aware of what I’m doing, I can stop myself. I hope.
Tomorrow I will go for a run to be safe, because that always makes me feel better when I am stressed.
What are your triggers for over eating? Is it stress? Or boredom? Or something else? What do you do to get back on track?