A couple of weeks ago, I told my friends and family on facebook about this website.  Up until that point, I had been writing this rather anonymously and

really didn’t want anyone I knew to read it (except my husband).    But I made up my mind that I was going to be brave, and live more openly and honestly, and let everyone know about the site.

Immediately, many of my friends “liked” the site and I had several referrals to the website, so a few people may have even read some pages.   It was a very positive day for me, and definitely felt great to be supported.

Now I find myself at a complete loss as to what to write about.  And I haven’t run in two weeks.   I believe the reason is fear.  Now that I put myself out there, I am completely afraid.  I find myself without anything to say.  I am completely out of words.

It is only a temporary feeling (I hope) but it has completely blocked my ability or willingness to write a blog post.  I literally had nothing to say for the last few weeks.   I completely shut down.

My running suffered as well.   I went to a few boot camp classes, but I have pretty much lost the craving to run for the last few weeks.

I am recalibrating myself now that I’m aware of it and will be back on track shortly.